Tuesday, January 19, 2010

if i could turn back time. . .

enimsaj. my second half. my better half. the love we share. the memories we looked back upon. life is nothing without you. life is everything with you. your more to me than i'm to me. i'll kill myself if i ever hurt you. i need you more than you need me. i love you and i always will. my only regret is not meeting you earlier than we first spoke. we've been through the struggle, we've held on to the ladder with one hand, we've both took bullets for each other. i don't want this to fall through. you are me. and i am you. you mean so much to me. words cannot describe. my only words are thank you. thank you for making me realize who i am and who i am not. i'll be here no matter what. i apologize for all the pain i've put you through. just believe me when i say that i don't care what anybody thinks about me, i will always, ALWAYS love you. til' my heart stops beating and my blood stopps flowing, i'll have you in my heart.



p.s i wrote this twice. once i was writing, but my laptop battery died. and i was typing non stop about how i felt. so it didn't even autosave. (thanks alot blogger TT_TT) so i rebooted and logged back in and everything was the same and no new poem was added. so i had to REwrite it. but it was easy because i love you jaz. i mean it. i did it in purple, your favorite color for my favorite chica :]

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